When I spiraled into a hole of darkness,
You gave me hope,
You gave me a reason to hold on,
I valued your friendship,
You became my haven when I was tangled in a whirlwind,
however, it has dissipated into a oblivion,
You’re stubborn and proud,
More than I could ever try to be,
If I had never reached out to you,
You probably wouldn’t care,
Your words are sharper than a blade,
It’s stabbed my heart deeply,
Believing in you was the worst thing I did for myself,
Now I can’t trust anyone,
I am ruined once again,
My confidence is gone today,
but maybe I’ll regain it someday,
I surely missed you
And sometimes I think it wasn’t you,
Perhaps I just needed a friend,
A distraction from myself,
A rescue from my own issues.
This co-dependency was never healthy,
It’s evident we needed to part ways,
Letting go from our past and differences,
Now it’s time for me to be my own best friend.
I wish you nothing but the best,
Farewell, former friend.
Timing was never right we met at the wrong time,
If only we were to try again, maybe this time it will work,
Love is unpredictable and dating is uncertain,
However you became my comfort zone,
Your smile brightened up my day,
Your soul brought me warmth,
I can still taste your enticing lips and smell your scent,
Here we go again, crossing paths just like old times,
Will you become a part of my future or remain a part my past?
This emotional rollercoaster has consumed me,
Where are you now? No response.
You’re gone, I feared this day would come,
At night melancholy consumes my heart,
I pray to God for your return,
Closing my eyes as I wish for a future with you,
A ray of hope lies within the depths of my soul,
You were a beautiful oasis, a breath of fresh air,
And perhaps I will never experience you again,
Our love was unreal, you were unreal,
Just a figment of my imagination,
As if I’ve imagined you since the start.
But in the end you were just a dream.