Distant

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As I’ve delved into the month of Spring,
You’ve become a faint dream,
I feel as though you were imagined,
nothing but a distant memory,

Sometimes I think I miss you,
however, it was merely the idea of you,

I felt so much in the past,
That I’ve accepted you’re loss,
You no longer cause me pain,
I’ve let you go,

I’ve become an introvert,
solely focused on my goals,
fixing my myself,
a work in progress…

yet here I am,
safe…
alone….

no one will hurt me,
you won’t hurt me.

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Not the one

She left her mark on you.
I wanted to surpass her with my personality,
because its what you abandoned me for,
As angry as I was I forgave you,
I just wanted acceptance,
for you to crave me like you once did,
as I walked towards you time froze,
expression lines ingrained your face,
a few years older and wiser,
you were just as perfect as when we were young,
we both knew this meetup was foolish,
It was false, I was your rebound and you were heartbroken,
I tried so hard to make it right,
yet we were too different, time had changed us,
I wanted to be me but felt the need to be someone else,
I still reflect at a time I had you close,
and lost you that same instant,
we parted ways,
and you met someone else,
There was always someone else
what would have happened if we were a match?
would you have loved me more than her?

regardless, I was not the one.

I was never the one.