When I spiraled into a hole of darkness,
You gave me hope,
You gave me a reason to hold on,
I valued your friendship,
You became my haven when I was tangled in a whirlwind,
however, it has dissipated into a oblivion,
You’re stubborn and proud,
More than I could ever try to be,
If I had never reached out to you,
You probably wouldn’t care,
Your words are sharper than a blade,
It’s stabbed my heart deeply,
Believing in you was the worst thing I did for myself,
Now I can’t trust anyone,
I am ruined once again,
My confidence is gone today,
but maybe I’ll regain it someday,
I surely missed you
And sometimes I think it wasn’t you,
Perhaps I just needed a friend,
A distraction from myself,
A rescue from my own issues.
This co-dependency was never healthy,
It’s evident we needed to part ways,
Letting go from our past and differences,
Now it’s time for me to be my own best friend.
I wish you nothing but the best,
Farewell, former friend.
Finally doing this!
I’m a New York City Fashion Business Major and aspiring writer; this will include everything I would want to read about in a fun blog. Written content will entail Lifestyle, Career, Health, Food, Beauty, Traveling, Art, Design, Music, Poetry, Literature and some Fashion. I enjoy reading content online, but it has to be interesting and personable. I don’t want to bore you I just want to be honest and make you feel as if you’re having a conversation with me. This is not going to be your a average cookie-cutter blogger. It’s about finding yourself through success, trials and tribulations. And entering the wonderful world of adulthood. Hello thirty and flirty, soon to come. And whatever else awaits me in this magical life. Making the most of everyday and living life to the fullest!